Monday, August 29, 2005
-my Fucked up life...-
| name fought for sanity @ 9:18 PM|
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
-you and me...-
hey baby..
wipe off those tears..
i aint going anywhere..
as i look into ur teary eyes..
i was thinking about the times we had together..
the jokes..
the laughters..
the long walks..
the sunsets..
i know i going to miss it..
especially that magical smile..
that chubby cheeks..
and the sweetness of urs..
i loved u since the day i first saw u..
i just dont have the courage to tell..
u simply swept we off my feet with that smile..
he's a great guy..
he'll take care of u..
he deserves u more than i do..
he loves u..
i'll just sit here and wait..
my feelings towards u is too strong..
i never felt this way in a very long time..
i shall be strong..
i will take it as a man..
so before u leave..
a small request from me..
please..treasure the times we had together and
PLEASE dont forget me..
BucukBREATHING-LifehouseI'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
and take a breath and hold on tight
spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm
trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one's you
let me feel one more time what it
feels like to feel and
break these calluses off of me
one more time
I don't want a thing from you
bet you're tired of me
waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground
cause I just want to be here now
| name fought for sanity @ 10:43 AM|
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Monday, August 22, 2005
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GET CONNECTEDi finally get myself a new laptop..
went to Sim Lim Square yesterday...my sister bought herself a new hp..the new sony ericsson walkman phone..its quite nice lah...white and orange..the sound quality is also not bad..hmm i want a new phone...
hmm i been dying to get myself a laptop..the PC at home is so damn fucked up..it like to hang itself..the internet connection is always cut..and my sisters..the keep hogging the com..now i can use my laptop 24/7 amd no 1 is going to stop me..
1ST GOAL FOR MUSTANGSi finally scored for Mustangs..that goal was meaningful for me cos i gave Mustangs the lead again..i was my 1st goal and i was really happy..after the ball went into the net i was running and shouting with joy..in my mind i was thinking..how 2 celebrate...how 2 celebrate..den i say to my self..just celebrate like giggs lah..but how does giggs celebrate his goals??the only celebration i can think of is the celebration when he scored in the FA Cup semi-final..so..yeah..i took off my jersey...hehe..
luckily the referee was linean(is this how we spell it??)..she did not punish me..
anyway..i must thank Shazwan for assisting me..but sad the referee did not see his assist and he did not get the point..and riezzal...a goal in 24 secs...is that the fastest goal in the league???well done man..
hmm..i received another 2 minutes..wad was i thinking man..i guess this 2 minutes is the stupidest 2 min i've received..the defender was clearing the ball..and the ball was flying toward my head..so i jump and the ball hit my head..hah..man..really2 stupid man..
hmm the game ended 3-2..they came back..we did badly for this game..and im really2 dissapointed...we were leading and we conceded stupid goals..it would be a sweet victory if we had beaten them...anyway..wads done is done...we shall improve ourselves on the next game...
(Wan, Zaki..i'll see u this sunday man...watch out..hehehe)
| name fought for sanity @ 1:07 PM|
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
-wads wrong with me??-
yesterday i gave my worst performance ever..
SP IIVP team had a frenly with Piranhas..
we lost..10-2..our 1st defeat since bo becomes our coach...
during the third period i did something i regret.i has dribbling the ball..this Piranha guy came and try to get the ball from me..so i shield the ball..he tried to get the ball from my side.he slashed his stick onto my leg and his stick flew off..from his facial expression i knew he was mad at me..so i remain cool and played on..then few moments later we had a free hit.he marked me..his stick was poking me..ok fine i remain cool again..den as i was running back 2 defend he ran towards me and banged on me..i say thats it..i had enough of him..i ran towards him and whack his leg with my stick..
yeah i know its wrong...i really2 regret it..i deserve to be punish.sit me out for the next match..ask me to do push-ups or anything..ill do it..i derseve it..
Guys..im sorry..i let the team spirit down and the team down..i promise this is the last time..
ill give a 110% in our next match..
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| name fought for sanity @ 2:30 PM|
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Friday, August 12, 2005
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im back..hmm so many things happened this week..where should i start...hmm...
k lets talk about the last Sunday match with ITE Genesis..we lost..4-0..hmm we defended well..very well i shall say..but they took advantage at our small mistake..hmm..i watched the recorded video of the game a few days back...i actually realised that i had 3 wonderful chances to score..haiz..mayb i need more practice..
its a great experience..i have this motto..when we play with the best we become the best..heh..mayb one day mustangs will be as strong as them..
and yes..i did not get any 2-minute panalty!hehhe..im proud of it..haha
i got back 1 of my MST paper yesterday..DCS..the one im confident of scoring 70+..yeah..i actually got 52..i barely passed...hmm..better start pulling my socks..i guess i failed for the other 4 papers..hmm..if the paper im confident of getting high marks get only 52 wad about the other papers??hmm
hmm today i wanted to attend CA lecture early..for the 1st time in my 2nd year..i woke up early and leave home early..otw 2 SP Za'im msged telling me the class is cancelled..hmm..and now i have to wait till 10am for the 1 hour tutorial..its raining outside..haiz...wasted lah..if im at home right now can sleep seh..
speaking of Za'im,i must congralute him.. he made it to the next round of the national under-19!!hmm wad an achievement..esp for a guy who started playing floorball 1 year ago..he actually wanted to join archery!!
hmm Sunday is the match againts Nite Hawks..riduwan has collected 3 points and me 0!!argh!!i must beat him!!hehe..tmr i wan to come to training early and practice my shots..must score this Sunday...must beat wan...hehe..
hmm i still have around 20 minutes till my next class..im freezing and bored down here..
k den..till i blog again..c ya when i c ya..
| name fought for sanity @ 9:44 AM|
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
-PERFECT-
2.4 test was cancelled.Bo was sick and so we did our own training..basically we practice our shots and penalty shots before the usual game..
later that afternoon i went out with Tombam.She look stunningly beautiful yesterday.heh.we watch Wedding Crasher.its super duper funny.i was laughing like hell.
den we went to ECP,since ochard road is infested with people on Saturdays-rimas u know..we walk down the beach before sitting on this big rock. We chatted while enjoying the sea breeze and the sunset..at ard 8pm there was a fireworks display,i think it was from Marina.yeap we watch it by the beach..its was so beautiful.the display lasted ard 15mins..
my stomach was grumbling during the fireworks display..i had not eaten anything since morning..so we decided to eat dinner..so i bring her to marine cove and ate at Gurame.everything was fine..suddenly i accidentally bit this small piece of Chilli padi.i began to sweat and my eyes becomes watery..it was so embarrasing..haha..
anyway i had a great day yesterday..really enjoyed myself-especially after i week of hell..eheh
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today morning i woke up early and read the Sunday times..i read the sports section and i saw this small article..
i shall not say what the article is about but i can only tell u that its a good news for SP Mustangs(a request by the captain-Riezzal)
ok den..wish me luck for today's top-of-the-table game..
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"..I wanna grow old with youI wanna die lying in your armsI wanna grow old with youI wanna be looking in your eyesI wanna be there for youSharing everything you doI wanna grow old with you.."
| name fought for sanity @ 1:48 PM|
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Friday, August 05, 2005
-Finally its over!!-
its over!!no more test...!!wohoo!!can enjoy!!!
wad a week..for the 1st time this year i actually studied for a test..but i think im going to fail 3/5 of my papers...
Circuit Analysis-did the MCQ and 1 of the short qn..confirm fail..hmm i guess i'll get ard 20-30 marks..
Eng. Maths. 2-maths and me just dont connect..we are not meant for each other..hehe..if i can get 40 ill be the happiest man on earth..
Data Communication System(DCS)-hmm i studied at Lido for this paper..hmm can do lah..i think i'll get ard 60-70?
Analog Communication System(ACS)-hmm..during the test i suddenly forgot the formulas..hmm..i think i'll pass..but a borderline pass..
Application Programming-fail..the paper was so damn hard...
haiz..mayb its time for me to wake up..
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looking forward to the weekend..wanna enjoy after 1 week of stress..hehe
SATURDAY
there's training in the morning..2.4km running test..time to beat?14mins..can lah..i must beat that 14mins..those who fail will be benched on SP's next frenly..i really want to play on the next frenly..its againts NYP!yeah...i want to play againts Alfian and Ridzman!!hehe..
SUNDAY
the top-of-the-table game...SP Mustangs Vs ITE Genesis..
im actually excited about this game..
i think we can win this game..SP Mustangs is a team i know which has the never-say-die attitude..
so wad if ITE genesis have the Quek brothers..so wad their coach is a national player??
they are mens..and they play with a stick and a ball just like us..if we play our game right we can win this game..
| name fought for sanity @ 11:34 AM|
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Monday, August 01, 2005
-So U thought U know everything....-
i found something interesting in the papers today...
1."Dreamt"is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt"
2.Almonds are a member of hte peach family.
3.Winston Churchill was born in a ladies' room during a dance
4.Maine is the only American state whose name is just one syllable.
5.There are only 4 words in the English language which end in "dous":tremendous,horrendous,stupendous and hazardous.
6.A cat has 32 muscle in each ear.
7.An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
8.Tigers have striped skin;not just striped fur.
9.In most advertisements,the time displayed on a watch is 10.10.
interesting huh??
| name fought for sanity @ 9:41 PM|
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