Tuesday, June 05, 2007

-wake up call-

babe,

every action has its reasons. im sorry if i treat you this way for the past weeks. i know how much you want me to stay. i know how much a friendship means to you.

if i stay.. can you promise me that you wont hurt me anymore?

the fact will always remain that my feelings for you is always there. being friends wont change anything.in fact it will make things worse. the longer i stay, the more things i know about you and him.

you dont need me. i am just the other guy in your life. in any case, you have him.
you dont need me to make you smile. you dont need me to feel secure. you dont need me.you have him cos he is your boyfriend.

i am being selfish. for once in my life im selfish. im being selfish for my own good.
im scared and im tired. for 2 years i had beared the pain. 2 years is not a short time. everyday i kept telling myself that you'll be mine someday.

god knows how much you mean to me. god knows how much i miss you. miss the smile. miss the laughter. miss the warmth-especially.

i'll always treasure the times we had together.i'll treasure the stuffs u've given. i'll treasure our songs.

i'll be here for you- when the day you're truly mine.


| name fought for sanity @ 2:11 PM|

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