thanks to the armskote guys, my rifle dust cover was not closed when checked. and for that i received one weekend confinement. im pretty sure i closed it, since i'm the one who is always reminding my platoon mates to squeeze the trigger and close the dust cover. the only reason why the dust cover is open is when the armskote guys threw my rifle on the ground. anyway.. theres no point arguing with my sergeants. its the army and i just have to suck it up.
the weekend has not been set yet and how i wish it was this weekend.
why u may ask...
afzal is in the jungles of Brunei esdy is busy shopping in bangkok alfian is busy saving lives farid is busy protecting the neighborhood
and everyone else seems busy.
i hope and pray hard that i wont be confine this coming weekend. cos its the weekend before my field camp. i really hope and pray harder that my confinement is not the long break after field camp.
| name fought for sanity @ 5:31 PM|
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
-when will i see your face again-
Here I am, everyday, since you said, you'd come again But it's not fair, 'cause you're not here I wait in vain but nothing has changed I'm a flower soaking in the rain If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you call my name
So when will I see your face again When will you touch my life again When will I breathe you in again I think I love you Will I see your face again
Little things, like the way She looked at me a certain kind of way Tell me girl, where are you now Because I don't know how much longer I can wait
I'm a dreamer waiting for the sun When you call my name I know my life's begun Tell me girl
You know that all my life I've been waiting Waiting for someone, someone like you to love me You can't come by like an angel into my life And then fly away Fly away
When will I see your face again I've only seen you once my love When will you touch my life again I want to see you twice my love When will I breathe you in again I think I love you
When will I see your face again my friend I think I love you Love love love you
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i miss your smile i miss that look when i make stupid jokes i miss your rosy cheeks i miss you resting your head on my shoulders i miss spending the day with you i miss the smell of your hair i miss your laughter i miss those long conversations
i miss you i miss you i miss you
| name fought for sanity @ 4:45 PM|
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
-the butterfly effect-
"...a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere that ultimately cause a tornado to appear (or prevent a tornado from appearing). The flapping wing represents a small change in the initial condition of the system, which causes a chain of events leading to large-scale phenomena...."
-chaos theory
i somehow agree with this theory. a small flap of the butterfly wings could cause a disaster somewhere in the other part of the world...
i relate the theory to myself.
if i could turn back time.. i would have studied harder.. i would give all my best in my studies.
without a diploma im actually nothing.
let me summaries things up
skip lessons(butterfly's flap) - no diploma no diploma = no decent job no decent job = no money no money = no girls no girls = no settling down no settling down = bachelor for life(disaster!)
most importantly
skipping lessons(butterfly's flap)= no diploma no diploma= no OCS no OCS= SISPEC(at least) SISPEC= sergeant sergeant= sai kang of officers(disaster!)
i was motivated to go to OCS after we visited afzal last year. my hope of going to the officer school is being dashed right from the start.
but anyhow
im just going to give my best shot in BMT and after i ORD im going to go back to school. and this time around i promise myself im going to give my best and this time around i'm gonna make sure that the butterfly wings doesn't flap
