i somehow agree with this theory. a small flap of the butterfly wings could cause a disaster somewhere in the other part of the world...

i relate the theory to myself.

if i could turn back time.. i would have studied harder.. i would give all my best in my studies.

without a diploma im actually nothing.

let me summaries things up

skip lessons(butterfly's flap) - no diploma
no diploma = no decent job
no decent job = no money
no money = no girls
no girls = no settling down
no settling down = bachelor for life(disaster!)

most importantly

skipping lessons(butterfly's flap)= no diploma
no diploma= no OCS
no OCS= SISPEC(at least)
SISPEC= sergeant
sergeant= sai kang of officers(disaster!)

i was motivated to go to OCS after we visited afzal last year.
my hope of going to the officer school is being dashed right from the start.

but anyhow

im just going to give my best shot in BMT
and after i ORD
im going to go back to school.
and this time around i promise myself im going to give my best
and this time around i'm gonna make sure that the butterfly wings doesn't flap